Finished - C&C Time

Finished. Or at least as far as I can push it. Will post on DeviantArt for C&C, will be interesting.

Short Term Goals

Art - Personal
Further my education into 3D Animation/Game Development. Develop my Illustration/Drawing technique into such a level that I can break into the Illustration/Comic/Art industry comfortably. Participate and win an Art/Design Competition/Award. Get featured in a magazine.

Ventures - Personal
Continue working on this current project I'm involved in (FS) and see it to the finish. Develop and learn new business skills as I work with two others who are (arguably) more experienced in the business side. Setting up a milestone to ready the prototype (design wise) in the coming month or two. Start working on other projects.

Work - Career
Advance my current position in Lancer Design. My boss has been talking about picking out me and two other designer to form a new unit, which will focus on something else altogether. Rendy (another Indonesian designer) will head that team while me and the other designer (Edmond) will assist and support him. This will be interesting, and if I do stay till this came around, I will hope to make it a more conducive environment to design and work. If it doesn't work, then I aim to at least obtain a PR Status - and then get a better job.

Portfolio - Personal
Work on finishing a portfolio site that I can be proud of, and update it regularly. Start printing newer pieces. Apply to 20/20.

Health & Personal
Exercise! Continue Sunday morning sports activities, when the weather permits. Set out at least one hour each day to develop my drawing skills. Maintain and update my blog!

Day 8 - Reminiscence

According to my day-to-day .JPEG savings, this is currently the 8th day in which I worked on my drawings. I'm personally quite pleased with it, and tho its far from finished, I'll be working on other things in the next 1-2 days. I have something in mind for my brother and his mates, the SmooveJump team. I'm gonna try out some other styles/techniques with that so it'll be interesting.

On personal note, she came online today and as usual, bear toyed around on MSN - chatting her up and teasing me (he's a bugger). Shit~! This is a weird feeling, actually it's quite a lot like when I fell for this HK girl back in the States. It was the same problem, she (lets call her V) had a boyfriend, much like NL (you know who). And much like NL, whose boyfriend are away in NS, V's boyfriend was in HK (long-distance). Things happened pretty fast back then, we went out a few times (in groups and also just alone at times) and chatted a lot. But then I backed out. She had a boyfriend after all and .. umm .. well, things just didn't work out.

I didn't even try much with NL this time round, but what felt eerily similar was how me and V got really weird towards each other after that. Maybe it was just me thinking too much, not knowing how to act and stuff, but we never really got to be friends like we used to. With NL, it's not like we're good friends or what not before, but at least I could talk and act normal with her. Now, I feel like I wanted to scram, dash out and hide whenever she's around. I'm pretty sure I'm just putting too much thoughts into it, but when she came online today I really really did not know what to say to her. So I bummed out and kept myself busy instead. But boy it sure brings back memories - of what could have happened, and of what did happen.

What the hell is wrong with me~!? Ah boo boo, touch luck, who the heck cares? We've got FS meet tomorrow. Will also have to find out more information in regards to POOR.

Watch out ...

Logan's got claws now~!